Sorry guys.. Include you [Not for him]

It was yesterday incident. I heard my friend said, he hates me very much. He is anti me. He told to all people that I'm artificial, acting. But it is my own pattern, how I'm going to change? Just because of what last year happened? He is damn miserly. Actually I do not hate him at all. After I heard what he had told to other people, I started to feel disappointed on him. I love my styles and I hate the person who said I'm acting. It's my original style! I had done nothing. Fuck off!

Next, he said that my attires are very offensive and he asked my friend don't be so close with me. What the hell is this? I'm angry about this. I love to wear so because I'm just going for tuition, not for dating, of course I'm wearing so. Even though he said its offensive, what I going to say is: “Fuck off! That’s my style. I hate acting here and there. If you say me so, please look at your own ex. She’s more shit and act than me. Think clearly before you say!”

“And, it’s ok that you hate me, because I knew that a lot of people hate me, too. But please don't influence my friend. He is my friend and of course your friend, too. But I'm not a bad girl. I won't eat or kill him. It's ok you don't want to friend with me but please don't be childish and asked my friend don't be so close to me. If you said so, I think my friend should not be so close to you. It is because your attires are offensive, too. Wearing the 'things', it’s damn girly. I didn’t mean to say so to you, but, you forced me.”

“Until yesterday, I thought that you're still my friend although we didn't talk for a long time and you not taking me as your friend. But after yesterday, I knew that you're this kind of person. I hate this kind of person very much. I purposely planned that going to say sorry to you about what happened last year. But, I'm taking back all my decisions. It's impossible that I'll ask for apologize from you, because I know about your real appearances.”

In fact, he is really miserly. He was the first guy who was so miser I ever see before. Is it boys' sensibilities are so flimsy? One sentence from me, and one sentence from my friend, makes him hate us, even though the sentences didn't meant to say him? My friend and I are speechless about him. If he didn’t mean to make friend with us, what for we still try to be smart and thought that he is willing to friend with us? We think too much. . .

To all,
If you know who I'm talking about, just keep your mouth shut. I don't want any unhappy incidents happen again. If you don't know, please don't ask me. I'm stuffy to say anything about him. I'm sick of saying people bad things and I don't want to lose friends anymore.
I'm still feeling sad when I'm getting losing friend by friend. Maybe it's my language problem, or talking style make them hate me and don’t want to friend with me anymore. If so, please forgive me. I'm trying to apologize with them here. Really, I love my friends more than my family. It's my last 4 months in school. I don't want to lose any friends within this short period of time. Although I'm not a pretty friend, not a clever friend, not a perfect friend, I still need friends. I'm sorry about my weak point, FRIENDS. If you saw this, still angry about me, then I'll accept the fact. Sorry for anything I've done.

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-That's all for my today post. -