Trial

My school comfirmed that SPM trial helded on 8 August. Nice.. Insufficent time for me to do revision. Good.

Biology - the most worrying subject. I never get B for this subject. Next, Physics. Morning there was a talk about techniques to answer Physics in SPM. Even a simple question I also don't know how to answer or find the answer. Example. 1000cm³ convert to x m³. I don't know HOW TO CONVERT. Shame of it.

Add maths I'm worrying, too. Yesterday I tried to solve an easy question. After read the question, I don't know which chapter's formulae should I use. The one I knew what formula to use, I forgot what is the formula. It's really humillate for me. I'm totally felt dissapointed on myself.

Now, I tried my best to study all the subjects and prepare for my trial. But, it's really hard. I'd control myself to anti games, anti computer and anti movies. But it's really hard. I felt pressure. I want the best results in my SPM result list. But I've no confident on this. REALLY!!!

What I gonna do? I want study, try to understand all chapters and formulae, and can answer most, not all, of the questions. That's really enough for me. I don't want too many of requests. I just want to get a good results in my trial and SPM. It's my last chance for me to do my best during my secondary school life. I don't want regret after that.

And the last for today. I watched K.O. 3anGuo. Episode 20, my lover, Shumetheny's shoulder is so sexy. His shoulder is white and smooth. Oh My God. That's my man.I can't imagine the life without you. ARGH!!! I love you Shumetheny.!!

God!! Please save me during my exams!!