Haiz..

Don't explain so much, because it doesn't matter how you explain, there are still a big scar there. She's tried to explain to me. I didn't angry about it. But I'm annoying about the things she wrote. She wrote a big " Bitch" there. If you willing to say about me, just says it out and don't come and explain anything to me. I'm not gonna to listen anything, because there are no sincerity can be found in your words.

"Bitch", ya sometimes I am. So? It doesn't hurt me. I'm boring on the things she had said. She tried to explain, but she did other things in the other ways. She can either choose to write, say, curse, scold.. or the others on me. It doesn't mean anything to me because there are no sincerity can be found already.

Ya, after she read this, sure she will feels angry and get mad. And then, of course she will writes a lot of things on the blog and Msn personal message. That's all right. Because the person who do not have their sincerity to other people, he/she is no suitable to say anything about the people.

In additional, the feeling being hurt is keep go around and rotate around me. I'm totally dissapointed on every people. Now the only best thing is the friends around me. They are cute, caring, loving each other. I'm totally can't lose them. They are the last important thing, affair, matter for me. The only friends now are the only people I'm 100% believing. The others I wouldn't believe them anymore. All of them are fakers!!! I'm dissapointed on the friendships we made. It's just a lie!!! A LIE!!! I hate 'em!!!!

I drank the first cup of honey in my life yesterday. It's quite weird. I mean the favourite. Haha..
That's all for today.