Record about SPM

The first day,
I'm fine during paper 1 Malay and my History, only one word can describe - Sucks. I wrong 15 questions for the History paper 1. I'm hopeless. After lunch, I took my Malay paper 2, and I'm so "lucky". My stomach pain because of gastric. And I simply do for my paper. I'm totally hopeless during that time. I just hope the time pass faster.

After back home at 4.30pm, I slept and when I awake, my stomach getting more worse. I've to study for my History paper 2 but I can't. It's very pain. And I force myself to study.. Study!!!! But unfortunately, I felt my body very cold. I send a message to my sister, I ask her to bring my jacket and water for me. And when she comes up, she saw I'm crying. I'm very pain. I'm very suffer during that time. I'm fever. I told my sister don't tell my mother. And I cry since 9pm until 10.30pm. No one knows what happen with me. They throw me alone in the room.

And finally, Ah Dai phoned me. He heard I was crying and he was worried. Then my mother come in my room. She scolded me. She said :"Sampat! Cry what cry? People exam you exam, What pattern also come out. You think so much already la!!". And I was speechless. She went down and told my sister :" Your sister phone people let people know she is crying, want to let people sympathy her!".

I'm speechless again. No one believe that I'm really sick. I force myself not to angry. I force myself study.!! I slept at 2.30am .

The second day,
I found my stomach still the same, pain. And I'm headache that day. I went to exam like that. I did not talk with my friends. When I talk, he says :" You better don't talk, just like a human going to die.". So, I just keep quiet, until the exam finished. And my history, I really speechless. There are noo hopes for my History anymore. English, just act don't know. It's too hard for me to write a SPM standard essay. My standard just UPSR standard.

The third day,
EST, I don't know how to spell rubbing. !! I don't know!! And I can't write my report nicely due to my language problems and grammar problems. I've get Brian new number. He dyes his hair!!! I will dye my hair after SPM! You wait and see!! Zz...

Lazy to say. I'm totally give up for my exam. Online watch MV better than study. Study makes someone get mad. Haaizzz...