Sometimes, I do wish that I could have a boyfriend, no matter how was him. As long as there is a guy accompany me now. When I needed and have the feel so strong, no one is beside me. No one can let me have the feeling of caring.. All the friends leaving me one by one. Just maybe they hate me, or get bored on me.
I dream about another him while I asleep. I hate him but I dream about him. Now days, no more hate in my heart. Just because it is long long time ago. I hate so many people before but now I'm choosing to forgive all of them. I will just treat them be friend as long as they friend with me back. Hmm.. Maybe I'll getting mad soon because of this stupid feeling. He could be a nice guy but sometime he makes me feel want to fight with him. I mean fight by using mouth.. Argue.. But I never do so to him since I'm not close with him very much..
Anything just let the time prove it and I think I'll find the correct answers soon..
Go to work now. Byes..
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