Labour Day

This year, 2010's Labour day.
I can't sleep for the whole night.
I off my computer at 3 a.m. and went to upstairs to choose my wears for today.
After choosing, I lay on the bed and see the book Ru Shuang borrowed me.
I can't sleep for the whole night.
I turn around and around and around on the bed non-stop.
Even my body and eyes are tired, but my mind was so clear.
I can't asleep. It's too hard for me to fall in sleep.

Continuously, I did the same things for 4 hours+..
7am, I watched the sky turns to bright.
My eyes still opened as big as a ball. LOL!
What happen to me?
Why can't even sleep?
Why must everyday sleep at 7 a.m.?

Eirene told me she'll reach my house at 11a.m..
I woke up at 10.30a.m.
Guess what?
I just sleep for 3 hours and 30 minutes.
I'm very tired but I can't sleep.
Why this keep on happen?

Just now went to eat.
Just a plate of rice, I can't finish it.
What happen again?
Just a single plate, why I can't finish it?
I'm very hungry, and don't know why I can't finish it.
I just feel my stomach very full. Full of something..
It's the second time I feel like that already.
Kinda... weird..

Now only I remember, I didn't eat rice for many days continuously. =X
Everyday wake up late, and of course I'll eat something ermm, like biscuit..
Then when the night reach, I forget to eat since I'm not hungry.
All this happened for few days already.
I can't accept the sudden changes of my body.
What I gonna do to back to normal?

Just now heard something from Eirene.
Everytime he reach Peneng, he will phone Eirene and ask Eirene to come out =X.
Their relationship kinda good right?
But that's them, not me =X
Eirene found out my handphone full of his pictures when I was bathing.
Inside bathroom, my mind was : Oh Shit! I forgot to change the wallpaper. How I gonna explain to Eirene! Shit..
*Come out from bathroom*

Eirene : Wah! Lu sangat suka kat dia kah?
Jx : Tak la lar.. Dia kan emo? I cuma ambil gambar emo aje.
Eirene : Butul kah?
Jx : Tipu lu buat pe?
(Gosh)
Eirene says : Eh, I ask him jio you come out play har?
Jx : Mai siao. I don't want.
Eirene : Hamishu leh?
Jx : Siao ar? I pun x cakap selalu dgn-nya, ape pasal suddenly nak keluar dgn dia.
Eirene : Tak pe lar. kawan kan?
Jx : Tak mau! Orang ialah orang kaya tau?
Eirene : Butul lo. Bapa orang boss Adiddas tau? Dua kakak lagi pun sama dengan dia mia. Semua orang kaya. Tapi hor, dia tu x sombong langsung. Kawan baik tau?
Jx : Ya la ya la. Lu cakap la semuaa..

That's all =X.
Even he call me out, I won't out with him.
I don't want to let him saw the ugliest of me.
I don't want. =X
I just want him to treat me as a normal and real life friend. Nothing more =]

My uncle William suddenly in love with Lady Gaga's songs. Kinda funny. When we're inside the car, the radio played Lady Gaga's songs, he will open the speaker louder and shake his hand. LOL! Kinda funny. Even his caller ringtone also changed to Lady Gaga's Telephone. XD..

-Jascxin-