Ivor is teaching

MUET is a big pressure and burden for me.
I've tried everything to improve my English.
And guess, what I've done?

I skyped Ivor.
I asked him to teach me English Grammars.
Now only I found that my mistakes are totally as much as.. WTF?!
Even Kindergarten Kids also know what are those COMMAND MISTAKES!
I'm so WTF shame.. Zzz..

I've learned almost 1 hour+ of English lesson from Ivor =]
I understood what Ivor taught. But I'm worrying that I will forget it on the next day or MAYBE,
on the next second.
Anyway, thanks Ivor.

When I will be improve? For just a bit also is enough for me.
T.T..
MUET Band 6 Man!
I'm aiming for Band 5 but I think my standard mostly also go for Low Band 3 only..
I'm so.. *Ugh!*

Ivor recommended a blog link for me.
He told me to read it, maybe it will help me.
Well..
I'll try my best to learn it...

Time..
Doesn't wait for me anymore.