In fact

In fact,
he is still my choice.
Although I have done my best not to remember or to observe what he has done.
But I failed to do so.

He is still the one,
always be the one.

Every sad melody makes me think about you.
And every sad rhythm reminds me about you.
I thought I'm success but actually I'm not.
I should know that this is not the truth.
But I always take it as a truth.
And I don't know why?

I just 'LIKE' but not 'LOVE'
But due to everyone's comment,
they told me Love begins with Like.
And I don't want to love you.
That's why I must stop from liking you.

Just tell me the way not to remember you appear in my life.
Tell me the way not to remember your everything in my mind.
Tell me every way as long as I can do it well to forget about you.
I just want to set me free.

I hope this is not an excuse for escaping something from happen.
I still miss your voice,
your sound,
your music,
and your everything.
I'm totally an obsessive love now.
And I just hope to change everything to normal.

I shouldn't met you!
If I weren't met you, I won't remember anything about you.
I won't remember that I like you 2 years ago.
And I won't like you nowadays.
Continuously.

I'm happy when I know you didn't delete me from your list.
Maybe just because of I'm friend of your friend.
You told this to other friends of your friends too.
Although I know you're trying not to talk to strangers that you don't know.
And I was hopeless to talk anything with you.
No more Msn, no more Skype. No more everything to know about you.
But, there must be something more for me. And I guess I don't know what is it.
Or maybe Gold colour, is the only way to prove my feel to you.
Gold until the day I stop my feel to you.

Please. Just stay far away from me.
As far as possible.
Just let me hurt as much as possible.
And I will just let you go by hate you and forget everything about you time by time.
Give me some time.
Just a little bit more time.