Funny

I'm feeling funny.
Imma don't know why?
I've viewed back those posts I've wrote in April.
It's really funny.
I never thought that I've wrote all of those, posts.
Emo!
That's my style! Half year ago.

No-one chats with me.
No-one cares about what am I doing.
No-one knows what I'm thinking of.
No-one ever try to communicate with me.
During midnight.

Now I remembered, why I'm getting use of midnight style.
Not just because I love alone, I like dark.
Imma because of waiting for a desire.
You never thought that there is a person, who is the foolish person you've never seen.
Just waiting for an impossible wish to be full-filled.
He will never cares everything of you.
And there is a stubborn person, who is still unwilling to admit the impossible.

Aren't you feel funny with the someone here?
I'm laughing. I felt funny with her.
I've never seen this kind of person in my life.
She's stupid enough for me to call her as stupid.

While viewing back all those posts, the feelings are almost coming back.
It's disgusting.
I never feel any happiness from the beginning, even until the end.
And that's the problem.
Why I'm getting use with it?
It's idiotic.

Still with the same sentences,
If I choose to escape,
Please don't pull me back,
Just leave me alone there.
Please don't say that I'm wrong,
Please don't stop me.
Please don't remind me.
Please don't laugh at me.
Just leave me continue escaping from the truth.

Maybe I'll feel better by doing so.
I promised, I'll be back as soon as possible.
If not, just try to accommodate the new me.
Just like that.
And,
I like that.

Song of the day :
Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside the Lines