Short Holidays.

There is it.
My holidays are finishing.
I keep wonder what I actually doing in these two months?
Shopping, Anime-ing, Housework-ing, Online-ing, Sleeping Or Fooling?
Guess you know?
I rather be Otaku inside my house everyday with Kent's Animes.
But somehow, my friends keep asking me here and there here and there.
And I've declined quite a lot times.

Kent!!!
I miss your animes TT..
5 days more, I have no more chance to touch all of them.
Just buy as much as possible animes that you could xD.
After my STPM, I have 9 months to enjoy your animes!
Ahahahaha~

There's the news.
The Uncle Lim who live in front of my old house has passed away.
I'm so sorry to hear that.
I can't even see him for the last chance.
He used to buy toys for my sister and I when we're small.
He always smile with us whenever he meet us.
He usually went out to have tea break with his friends with his old motorbike.
He is really a kind grandpa.
Just a simple fall, and he has passed away.
I'm so sad and shock when I knew this.

Actually I've planned to finish my homework in this week.
But I failed to do it.
And again, I've a lot of things to finish when the school re-open.
I hate it.
Again, Exam!
Shit!

A short holidays, but I've think a lot.
How I'm gonna facing the truth that someone important to me doesn't here anymore?
How many times I need to cry to vent my sadness?
How many hearts I need to prepare for the break?
How I'm gonna decide which one is the important decision for me?
But, what I choose for the answer was, ESCAPE.
I rather escape more than facing the truth.
I don't want get hurt in any ways.
Everything I used to escape but not look at it.
I can't stand, because I'm not strong enough.
I knew it.
And when I'm pretending,
Am I happy with it?
I really don't know.
As long as nothing hurts me,
It's satisfy enough, for me.

曾经属于自己的
不可否认自己一直拒绝去面对
就因为彼此太小不懂事
一个一直不敢说出口，另一个一直假装不知道
过着喜怒哀乐的日子，狂打狂追的日子
不知不觉过了四年的时光
直到有一天，一个要离开了
另一个却没有一点挽留
就连像普通朋友该说的一句再见都不肯说出口
也许是以为他们不会分开
也也许是以为那不算什么
再一次过了四年
两个就像只有一面之缘的人一样
彼此不认识对方，彼此变了个样
一个忘了一切所有的愚昧
另一个却只会在怀念一切的曾经
虽然时间不可能再倒回
虽然知道这一切都是事实
就放手这样让它过去
不想再去留恋，也不想再去挽留
只想过着曾经没有他的现在
也许不会想起当年的后悔
后悔没有说声再见
因为再也。。没见面了