I'm so sorry for what I've done!

He says:
*jasx really beh ki one
*really beh ki alot

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*tankiu

He says:
*haizzzz you know cool only
*fuck dup

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*ok lor. i out from conversation

He says:
*no no no
*sorry
*==

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*...

He says:
*chillllllllllll la
*long time no chat with you

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*chat with me u also not happy one

He says:
*chat you back stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssses come out

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*lol

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*why sud i continue

He says:
*beh ki lo..................................................................

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*lol
*got other sentence?

He says:
*got
*fuck up
*haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*no creative

He says:
*you know...........................
*if sy not in this world im still waiting jx
*haizzz

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*==
*impossible

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*==

He says:
*form 3 you broke my fucking heart

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*but at least i help u get a new life

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*lol

He says:
*new life sucks

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*why sucks?
*o.0

He says:
*headache
*lol

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*why?

He says:
*i dont know....

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*but now seems happy also what

He says:
*i close my eye my feels stiill got jx
*damn man

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*without me more happy

He says:
*maybe is responsible
*i dont know man
*really sucks
*now friend also dont have
*i hate it man
*i just dont know why keep like to be near to you man
*haizzz
*forget it..................................

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*-,-

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*i rmb u said u love her alot. so shouldn't get me inside ad

He says:
*hahaha
*you think so?
*forget it man
*headache
*broke my heart since form 3
*broke ur heart but now sud be cure what

He says:
*then how about the boys broke your heart?
*you also take alot of time to cure it man
*you never know it ,,,,,,
*you will never know it

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*hmm, a lot of time ad la!
*don till now still care about it = =!

He says:
*but im different ma
*you think im like you meh
*easy come easy go meh ...

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*Zzz..
*i din do anything to make you... in me also!

He says:
*haizzzzzz sicls
*sucks
*and sick

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*lol

He says:
*yau yau dont lol
*le ma hold hand pun tak ada
*still force one

' 『-Jascxin-』 says:
*tats why dono u so deep for what = =

He says:
*just like you fall in love deeply with other
*:D

I ' M B O R E D ~ = ) says:
*==
*cb u

There are still a lot, and I was like..
Fuck up myself for doing this
What I've actually done to him?
I've hurted him, I've fooled him,
but what he has done?

There are some sort of feels.
Just like a knife stab into my heart non-stop.
I've such a fucking long time never face this kind of feel already
And now I have it again.
My tears, almost drop because of his words and sentences.
I can't like him, I can't love him.
And I'm so sorry for whatever I've done to him.
He can't even hate me, he can't even forget me as his friend.
I've end up my friendship with him, I've did all the things I should do,
But he is still cares!

I know him, he is crying while chatting.
I know him, he is fucking hating his life now.
But I can't back to friend with him
I can't break my own promise.
If I ever friend with him, his girl will Fuck me up.
If I chat with him, his girl will totally mad with him.
And when these happen, I think he is going to jump from the top of building ==

I wish to be his friend. But what I see?!
Even though I'm forcing myself not to be his friend,
He is still stubborn. He's never gave up on me.
He wants to friend with me. Because I know him well, maybe even well than his girl.
He doesn't want to lose me, I feel it. I knew it.
And what I'm going to do?
What should I do?

I'm fucking his life hardly right now.
And who's faults are these?

I'm sorry that I hurted you.
I'm sorry that I feel through
For all I've done to you
I wish that I could make it right

And I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye
For being the one who taught you how to cry
And apology now after all of this time
Won't make any different tonight.

I really have to say sorry to all the things I've done.. To you.
I'm so sorry that I didn't make an apology in front of you.
I'm so sorry that I've to be cool to you all the time.
I'm so sorry for making you another trouble.
Everything, what I need to say, is just sorry to you.

Song of the day :
Sorry that I loved you - 倪安东