Ambition

Actually I don't know what is my ambition.
Actually I very hate form 6, maybe because it is hard and rules-full?
Ahhh..
I don't know what I like except Maths, Maths, I don't know what can do with it.
That's why I choose form 6.

I see, Ivor wants to be a lawyer.
Yap wants to be a dentist.
Keong wants to be a pilot.
Pei Yen sure be something like doctor.
Jin Ling, She-Ring and Pek Chee sure become a professional Accountant.
Guohao, Ivan and Tuck Hou sure become an engineer.

See...
Everybody has their own dream and ambition. And their ambitions bring a lot of future for them. Of course a lot of money too. Left I'm the only one don't know my own way.
Funny right?
Engineering? I don't know what the hell is this. What to do with this? I don't know at all.
Why can't there is a job only requires Maths? Or Add Maths? Then I'll know my way =]
But all the things that requires Maths are always come with Science. My Science sucks and I don't know what to do. I not really want to be a engineer because it looks like doesn't suitable girl at all. I don't want to do something very hard. I just want relax like urm... designer... That would be relaxing right?
Ahh.. I feel want to give up everything I'm having now. Very tired and I sick of it. Very sick!!
I don't like form 6 lah!
Every teachers give us pressure you know?
Everybody gives us tension you know?
Everyone tells us Form 6 very hard, STPM very difficult. Gosh!
I don't like it Man!
I don't like hard things.
I just like simple and freedom.
Thou says just suffer for 1 and a half years then everything.

Since I chose this road, I'll try my very best to complete this journey.
Just for 1 and a half years and I'll finish all the things I need.
I'll try everything to complete and suffer this by myself because this is my choice.
Anything, just for 1 and a half years.
The game is started, and I use to play it until the end and the last.
I would NOT GAME OVER so easily..
Hmmph!

-Jascxin-