My Memory, to YOU

Just a stupid guy.
Handsome? So what?
Stupid!!
Suicide because of Love?
Idiot.!
Newspaper, Bloggers, Notes, facebook, Youtube.
Ahhh, What the Fuck is going on?
Why all are supporting him?
Why all are praying for him?
He's just a stupid that left all stupid staffs for his families and friends.
Irresponsible guy!
Noob!
Aaaarrggggghhh...
I'll just ignore it.. =D

Rinkie and Yau Yau came my house today.
And I learned to drive manual car once again.
I quite hate it = =..

Finished a boring dinner just now.
My aunt was getting marry.
And I go there. Hmm.. Dreaming I guess.
Nothing special or funny there.
Just snapping around.

Well I guess today post will be My Memory, to YOU.
My Memory, to my dearest family members. Who weren't hope to die but they'd passed away reluctantly.
They're those who suppose to be missing and memories to us.
Not those stupid idiotic people that simply die just because of LOVE!

My memory, will never lack of 3 of YOU.
I've miss my uncle Lee, my grandma, and my great-grandma.
They'd just passed away between this 3 years.
This year, is the year I have to accept the truth that Uncle Lee and Great-grandma have leaved us.
I miss them, really.
The way they laugh,
the way they smile,
the way they talk,
the way they look at me,
the way the happy,
lingering around me.

My grandma, I miss YOU.
I like the moment I was waiting you to back from market behind the door everyday when I was small.
I like the moment you're punishing me when I've been caught by you because I've stole your money.
I like the moment you talking gossips with me when there's no one else in the home.
I like it.
And I miss it.

My Uncle Lee, I miss YOU.
I like the moment you brought us to library just to play around there.
I like the way you helped us although we're not close enough.
I like the way you fooling around with us when Chinese New Year.
I like the way you generous to everyone and always bring happiness to all of the children.
I like it.
And I miss it, once again.

My Great Grandma, I miss YOU.
I like the moment you look at me and tells me everything although you'd forgotten who am I.
I like the way you take care all of your children impartially.
I like the way you continue your life although no-one wants to be with you.
I like the way you gave me Ang Pau during Chinese New Year, and gave me again because you'd forgotten.
I like it.
And I miss it, finally.

Song of the day :
Back To December - Taylor Swift